Thursday, May 14, 2009

Hey, just wanna share something since i really who to talk to about this..
First of all, when I am free, I am bored to death, till I nearly go insane and turn emo;
And when I am Busy, WOW!! everything just keep flowing in till i am so distracted..
I am having an Insurance exam tomorrow (Saturday),
I got 2 text book to study, taking 2 papers,
and until now, I left one more book haven't touch yet..
As I plan before, this week, I am suppose to only concentrate on this exam..
But end up, so many things caught up..
I have to settle this, have to settle that,
my twin bro is leaving,
Bro's having exams too,
Cousin started tuition with me too this week,
Weekend mass have to prepare although I am not playing,
Song list need to be done..
Its not that I am complaining about all this,
I do love to do all those stuff,
But, I am not superman,nor a man with 48 hours a day..
How I wish sometimes, I have other people's unused-productively hours..
Nearly gave up on it..
But then suddenly as i was chatting with one of my junior(Chloe Foo),
She challenged me, "Where did your confidence go?!"
And as we chat, she reminded me so much about the pass I.U. days,
where we worked out ass off!! and made it successful..
And when we dance and sing, it was like a concert!!
After chatting with her, My confidence did "come out from its hiding place" haha
Thanks Chloe, I'll try to study whatever I can, and doing the best for the exams..
Be strong!! Don't give up!!

And Stacey also started talking to me about Tar College and Mass com stuff,
Challenging me of the decision I made that is to go Sunway KL and do A foundation..
As both of us are interested in the same field and that is Mass Com,
Then she told me why her choice was to do it in TarC,
And I thought to myself, Hey, Its a pretty good deal too!!
I mean, although I've registered and paid some small fees to Sunway d,
But if I can find a cheaper alternative for my parents,
Why not?
So for tomorrow, I've to think deeply and carefully.. And of course, asking my parent's advice about this..
Well, just writing my thoughts here,
Don't really know what I am writing at 4am the day before my exam.. hehe..
I am still up because I am high of caffeine and cant seem to sleep..

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